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January, 03, 2013

9:10 am [Mathematics Time]

 

 

First ever entry! I mean, ohem. Anyway… Just to start of… I usually get bullied. Yeah… BULLIED. I know, there are a lot of victims on this crime these days so I’m here to share my experience… until now! :)

 

So, I have this teacher. She’s in Mathematics Department and… she is so terrifying [atleast, that's how I see her]. But strangely, my other classmates like her. I really don’t see the point. And. Just this day… and some of the last days of 2012, she, I think, dislikes me for not participating in her class. It’s really hard to cope up… especially when she’s around. She asks me to go out and told me that I’m not her student anymore. I know my fault in here, but, I think, she’s a teacher here! She should teach… help… or be kind, if you ask me. It really affects me. Especially my everyday life.

 

Everyday I kept thinking of that day… thinking if she would accept me again. I honestly swear that I regretted that “mistake” or whatever that made her mad. It affects me deep inside. Thinking, “I have a teacher, and she dislikes me,” and now I can’t make my parents proud. I’am scared of my grades now that she considered me a “Stranger”. Ugh… I felt bullied. I kept thinking on the positive sides but I really can’t. I feel ashamed… and a student feeling ashamed should have a support on his/her teacher. You may think it’s a small matter but… I’M ON SPECIAL SECTION. And being on a SPECIAL SECTION is a great opportunity. I’m not even smart. My parents will get mad when I’m not on special section anymore next year. I mean. REALLY MAD!

 

And now I’m living in fear and in nervousness..

1. First Online Diary

… and it’s public! :)

 

Anyway, Good Day Everyone! Just Got Home from School. Medyo sad and naiinis. Alam mo yung feeling na your Teacher hate you in a reason I didn’t even know?! Hotaena. Tas’ lagi pa akong iniipit. I’m being bullied… I think. Nakakapanghina ng loob. SOBRA! And now I feel so helpless… lagi akong tinatawag sa recitation kahit di ko pmaintindihan yung topic. And, she doesn’t even teach well! Arrgh. Special Section pa naman ako TuT :( SUPER SAD AND THE SAME TIME, MAD!

 

I can’t live like this forever. Right? Tsaka, yun lang kinaya ng utak ko eh. Pake nila? Tsaka, kailangan ko ba ng Algebra sa trabaho ko? Imeanasdfghjkl! Fvck. — deserve to dieeeee!

 

I… am… so… MEAN! Taena. Bye! :*

I hope someone can help me… I mean… I really need help! :’(

what I know about…remembering

Originally posted on and anyways...:

Everything I know about memories I learned from Harry Potter.

I went through a feng shui stage a while ago. I think it lasted as long as most of my phases last.

Anyways, I put the mappy thing over the plan of our house- including the attached garage. I figured that because it was under the roofline, it counted.

Right in the money part was the far corner of the garage.

In that corner is a brass firebox filled with horse brasses and the types of big copper plates and ornaments that you’d find in an English pub. They belonged to an Aunt of Mr T’s who moved out from Scotland.

We haven’t looked at the contents for over 20 years, yet he won’t get rid of it. Sentimental, he says.

When I ask about the aunt he can’t remember her without remembering her bitterness, her pessimism and her dislike…

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Catching Up… with Harry Potter

Originally posted on Ariela Vaughn:

Yes, it’s true. I’m one of the few people who managed to stay away from the Harry Potter mania that swept through the U.S. (and other parts of the world, I’m sure) a few years back. I didn’t read the books. I didn’t see the movies. I didn’t buy any of the abundant merchandise. Yet in my pursuit of discovering what makes some books sell in the millions while others sell only a handful copies, I realized I was doing myself a huge disservice by  not reading the books our nation embraced and turned into a phenomenon.

With that in mind, I decided it’s about time I read some of the wildly popular books I haven’t picked up (although Fifty Shades of Grey is one I will never read). I decided to start with Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone.

Honestly, I expected to be bored out of my…

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J.K.Rowling all the way to China

Originally posted on La Belle Aurore:

The Casual Vacancy by J.K. Rowling delivered to me in China

I ordered this book back last June 2012, a pre-ordered one that is and just receive it today.  Oh I am so reading this one for sure.

I could never read any Harry Potter book, no apparent reason but this one?  I will give it a try.

And beside, my ever trust able Amazon has proven to me, one  more time that it can deliver to my doorstep, anywhere, on this planet, to me.  I love Amazon!

*If I could live anywhere, where would it be?  It would be in a book.

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